#5 anuvuti

vul , onnay ? sasti ?
ar ?
ar nisthurota,
dekhlina tuyi mor duchokhe kator pelobota ?
eyi , eyi tor valobasa ?
naki , sudhu meki mukhoser arale
amay chire khure khawar proyas tor ?

aj, etayi vabis tuyi tayi na !?

dykh , amio tor moto kore vabte pari !
tor jontrona gulo ,
ajo amay ahoto kore,
tor moner antohsthol , ajo amar sange
na jani kon bondhone aboddho!

hoyto , aj, aj tore firiye dilem ami
hriday take pashan kore ,
dure soralem tore
kintu , valobasa ?
anuvuti ?
ekbar utsorgo korle ki ar ,
firiye neoa jay bol ?

amar , hriday dhonito hay ajo tor sure,
ajo se , ektayi nam jane, bojhe!
kintu amar anuvutigulo ?
tara je , hahakar korchhe!
je muhurto guloy ,
tara sudhu ,
ebong sudhui , tor janno
ektu ektu kore rongin sopno dekhechhe!
seyi muhurtogulo ke
bisiye diyechis tuyi!
mithye kore diyechis, seyi rongin sopner hathchanike!

ektu vebe dekhis,
hriday tare ekti bar prosno koris,
antohsthol jar jole-pure chharkhar
muhurto gulo jar ,
bare bare bisiye jay
se ki kore?
ki kore?
apon kore ney, tile tile mrittuke?
ar mritturupi, tor uposthiti ke?